Midseason Malaise

I keep forgetting what day it is. I am usually very up on this sort of thing. My week is guided by a schedule. Now, everything is thrown off. All of my nightly commitments that guide my week are on hiatus, I'm staring at the reflection of the window in the dark screen. I know that there is nothing there for me in that box. Besides, if I turn it on now, it will be on all night. But I can't stop staring at it.